thanks everyone.
more details: i should be 10w3d but bubba measuredat 6w2d with no heartbeat. ob told me i have 3 options: 1. D&C tomorrow, 2. wait for natural miscarriage and 3. give it a week to see what happens naturally and book in for a d&c next week. she's left the decision up to me cause she understands it's a very personal choice.
i'm so confused. i want to get the physical bit done so we can ttc asap, but a d&c just seems so final also and although i know bubba is already gone i feel like i'm scraping out my little baby. but do i want to wait around and continue to carry the bubba that already left me 4 weeks ago? i thought i was dealing with it really well but am falling down again.
i'm so confused and sad and torn. what an awful thing for so many women to go through. especially when you have a mil that asks your dh 'what did she do?'. can't get that out of my head.