Sally - i wrote you a big long message but my computer wouldn't post it - i hope it does this time. the basics were its ok to feel a bit "green eyed monster" at times like these. Its ok to feel happy for her and also be sad for yourself and the guilt that goes along with that is so so hard for a good person like yourself. It will be your time soon!!!!!

Greenslw - lol.. thats funny that you feel like a 16yo outside a nightclub. Im sorry for the loss of your step sister in law (i hope i got that right). I hope she sends you a forever baby soon xx

Juleswa - that sounds like a plan hun. I hope that when you do have to say good bye that it as easy as it can possibly be - which sounds odd.. but that is something I do hope for you in the best possible way. thinking of you during this hard time.. I am a bit teary knowing how hard it is what you are going through right now *hugs*

Mel - bet you can't wait for the new car - how exciting!

ok... please post this time computer