hi everyone

jenushka- big for you, i hope your run of horrible things has ended now and life starts to pick up, i know how you feel, when there is one thing after another and you just start to look up before something kicks you back down again. please know that there is light at the end and you will get some positives eventually. someone once said to me that everything is ok in the end, if it's not ok it's not the end...that has always stuck with me and helped me keep going through the tough times.

jen- i really hope and this cycle ends with some good news for you. EDD is hard and emotional but i also found it quite a relief to have it over with and almost like a release. will be thinking of you over the coming weeks as that day approaches for you.

issy- as always i find your attitude so inspiring. you have a great outlook, not overly rosy, but really positive and realistic. i love that you roll with the punches and keep looking at the great things in your life. sending you a big too

tutmae- we have something in common, i'm Phoebe too! that's were the pb comes from in my name

angel- ROFL at you with the pervert alarm going off...you crack me up!

AFM- got results from yesterday's second BT today. so the first one at 4W1day was hcg 335 and prog 95 and then at 4w3days hcg went to 810 and prog to 89. so obviously hcg is doing good but should i be worried about prog dropping or is it normal for it to fluctuate? issy can you ask one of the midwives in your family? i am thinking it is still not considered low so i guess it is ok but just want some advice from you ladies, would rather take care of a prog issue sooner rather than later if you know what i mean...