Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage or Loss ~ August 08 #2

[Babyfever2007]

Joey- Me and DH have a child together and he has a step child from me. I'm 20 years old will be 21 September 19th (Yes Iam young). My first child which is DH's step daughter her name is Hailey she is 2 years old. Me and DH had been trying 3 years for a child together before she came along, We split up because he needed to finish college (I broke it with him) And he worked night shifts as a security guard at the same time so he was barly ever awake. I also left him because the connection and the feeling weren't there. I was told that I would never be able to have children because of the fact the depo provara. So, When I started dating a guy that I kinda knew in the past I told him I couldn't have any. Well, 1 week before I found out I was pregnant he left me. And well a week later boom I found out I was pregnant & totally wasn't expecting it. He the dad of Hailey ended up getting married to his ex fiancee 1 month after finding out I was pregnant with his child (he was in denial) He never called to ask if the child was okay during pregnancy nothing. I did call when I gave birth because she was almost dying because of her lungs HE came to see her and that was it. When she was 2 months old we did A DNA to prove to him it was his even though his mom knew she was his due to what she looked like everything. After Hailey was about 4 months old We had DH tested SA to see if it was him causing us not to get pregnant (since I got pregnant with HAiley I knew it wasnt me) His SA came back low, And he was told to take fertilty blend One month after him being on that we fell pregnant with our first child ASpen. I became happy with DH like I never have been before. After she was born he started going to work out of state with his new job which he got when I was pregnant. And worked everyother week one week home one week gone. And, he started acting like he never missed me or that his work was more important that his family so that made my happiness shot. I still never felt in love with him. But I was happy once. When I was dating My boyfriend (ex now) He wanted to have a baby with me even though he knew I was probbaly gonna leave him & I told him that I didn't want one because I don't want to put another child in that situation. Well, me and my ex broke up due to he smokes MJ, and immature doesn't know how to handle money lyes. And, Me and DH desided that we were going to try since I'm not going to be with anyone else and dont plan to. I plan on staying right were I'm at. The only reason I got with someone else was because it was an ex of mine from long ago that I still dreamed about and loved more than anything & I fianlyl found him & I though he would had changed after 4 years and he didn't.
Your post did not upset me hunny your just trying to help.

I also, Have HPV that is the 1-4 types that give off cervical cancer. Theres over like 245 types of HPV but only like 4 or 6 are cervical canceris. Also, the woman in my family have hystery of Uterine cancers and cystic fibroids I think thats what there called (and what my grandma had) the youngest was 23 and oldest 30. My mom is been lucky not to have on but she never gets checked out so we dont know if she has any of that or not. shes 40. So, I dont wnat to wait..