Shan, I'm so very sorry that the test was a bfn . Like Sezjm said please don't disappear for too long, I know that I'll miss you hun. Enjoy your time away and be kind to yourself.

Rach sorry to hear af has decided to visit your place.I do hope she is kind to you.

Well I'm off to my appointment later today. I didn't get much sleep last night as I've been thinking about what my dr will say. Deep down I know where I'm headed but I really don't want to go down that path:frown: . Oh maybe I'm just jumping to conclusions.I will pop back in later to let you know how it goes.