Ok, well, I have been lurking a little, but as you know I have been down in the dumps about my very sad BT result last Friday. I just wanted to make it through the weekend for my OB appointment yesterday afternoon. We did still have a HB (now 142 bpm), but my OB says this PG has a 98% chance of MC because of the low and slow rising HCG and dropping estrogen level. I am doing everything I can to give this PG a chance, but I have to be realistic.
So now, it is a waiting game. A weekly US and BT until I inevitably go into hospital (again). Then after 2 periods I will go on the recurrent mc program with Sydney IVF. I have already had a whole gammit of tests done, so DH and I will probably continue to TTC anyway.
I am sort of coping OK, just trying to keep busy and be a good mum to DD. I will be dropping in here but may be off the radar a little in the next week or two as I don't know when it is all going to happen.
I am sorry to put up such a morbid post. Please no one compare yourself to me. I am older than a lot of you and everyone's body is different. In my case, I manage to conceive fairly quickly. My BT numbers are initially good and we get a HB. Then BAMM and it's over.
Thanks for your great support over the past few weeks - it has mean't so much to me.
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