Yuuummmm - Ruthie - who needs lunch, And desert supplied by Angel
Just wanted to let you know I'm feeling a little better now, not great but better.
AJC - love the new name for our unwelcome visitor
Ruthie - love your splash of colour added to our thread.
Joey - just tell your doctor that this little miracle decided not to wait any longer to make you and DH his/her mummy and daddy. You would have waited but had no choice. Good luck with your bt when you decide to go. Now would be a good time wouldn't it?
Issy - enjoy your lazy day, they don't come up too often. I started walking again early last week, then we got a few days of very cold temps and haven't been since. I looked outside this morning, and there was a very thick fog, everything was wet right up to my front door, so I chickened out again. EXCUSES, EXCUSES. I must get back into it, my dog loves to go, and she really needs it.
tina--You really have to wait till Fri for BT's? How can you stand it--I can barely stand it! Wishing you lots of :goodluck2: and
AJC--Thanks again for the pics! You are now proudly displayed in my favorites!
joey-- You won't get in trouble with the Dr, it'll be too late for that! Definitely think you should use a different stick tomorrow, then get some BT's done just for confirmation. Still for your darker lines and BFP!!
Angel B and Ruthie--Mmmmmmm, yummy! Non fat and guilt free, who could ask for more? Thanks girls! Angel, enjoy your 2 days off! Does that mean when I wake up in the morning you'll still be on here? I've missed your company in the mornings, so will check in and see if you're up and about.
Thank you Mollycat..and OMG I forgot to update you guys on how the 4th of July POAS went. it went bad.. I got a BFN and I cried almost 2 days straight....
But no signs of Af at all.. I'm suspecting the same thing that has happened to me 3 times already... I have many PG symptoms that look promising.. like my bbs are darker and full of veins.. (I remember seeing that on my last PG and my 1st) I checked my cervix and it's SKY high and I'm on CD55 today. I am getting morning sickness and b4 I go to bed the toothpaste makes me gag... hubby says he swears my belly is growing.... I feel bloated and I pee like a maniac... I first thought maybe I have a UTI but I bough one of em pharmacy test strips and it came back neg...so what else can make you pee like crazy other than PG??. It's just as usual..my hormones don't want to cooperate..related to PCOS??.. really dunno.
I called my doc and he wants it to be 6 weeks from conception ..so if I calculate things right.. I had my 1st ++ OPK on 6/9 the instructions say you Ovulate 24-38 hrs after the 2st ++ so leaving or taking 2 days... I should be about 5 weeks and a couple of days from that... so I am testing on Monday again. If nothing yet then I have to see a doc to see what's going on.. I read that many women don;t even know they are preggers until way later on cuz they get BFNs. Maybe maybe... I have slight cramping it could be PMS or PG.. so confusing. So I guess I still need your prayers.. I really don;t know how I haven't lost my sanity cuz I have almost 4 years at this thing..
I'm still hopeful....and just am waiting. I POAS today and I think I saw something faint but left it in the drawers when I went back to it it was gone..so maybe?..dunno. ..sucks to be guessing. sucks to Have PCOS!
but that won;t keep me from continuing to try ya know?.. I know I can do it and I won't rest until I have my baby..and many say not to stress about it?.. I have to stress..cuz I don't ovulate without docs help..so I have to stress if I don't..I won't ever have a baby.
Ok, well, I have been lurking a little, but as you know I have been down in the dumps about my very sad BT result last Friday. I just wanted to make it through the weekend for my OB appointment yesterday afternoon. We did still have a HB (now 142 bpm), but my OB says this PG has a 98% chance of MC because of the low and slow rising HCG and dropping estrogen level. I am doing everything I can to give this PG a chance, but I have to be realistic.
So now, it is a waiting game. A weekly US and BT until I inevitably go into hospital (again). Then after 2 periods I will go on the recurrent mc program with Sydney IVF. I have already had a whole gammit of tests done, so DH and I will probably continue to TTC anyway.
I am sort of coping OK, just trying to keep busy and be a good mum to DD. I will be dropping in here but may be off the radar a little in the next week or two as I don't know when it is all going to happen.
I am sorry to put up such a morbid post. Please no one compare yourself to me. I am older than a lot of you and everyone's body is different. In my case, I manage to conceive fairly quickly. My BT numbers are initially good and we get a HB. Then BAMM and it's over.
Thanks for your great support over the past few weeks - it has mean't so much to me.
wth: so so sorry honey, but as you said, its not over yet. Please look after yourself, and remember, we are here for you.
thank you for the congratulations sweets, thats reaaly selfless of you to be able to congratulate me when you are feeling so down yourself...praying for you.....
WTH: I have no words. All I can say I am so sorry. I know it sounds ridiculous and you're probably sick of hearing it but try and stay strong and it WILL happen for you. I'm sending you lots and lots of
oh my god ladies! im in panic mode! im struggling to keep up with you all! i posted sunday arvo & now im back to find where im up to & i find im lost! flabbergasted...
WTH: my thoughts are with you always sweetie... for miracles...
im also at a lost as to what my chart is doing... havent been putting my temps on since sunday & then i put the past 2 on just now & all of a sudden im 4dpo! this is driving me mad! i thought i o'd just last night - cos also thought i had some o pains. but according to ff i o'd on friday night when opk was +.. is this right? im panicking that ive missed the egg now... ok anyways, thats all...
issy- still can't believe you got a 28 day cycle too- how freaky is that. i was thinking when af came oh good, 28 days, but then i thought, oh no, me and issy aren't cycle buddies anymore. crazy hey.
angel- thanks hun, i just keep putting one foot in front of the other and saying your words over and over...one day at a time....
am having a sort of crappy week. my SIL had her bub last week and i never called to say congrats. just found it too hard. i picked up the phone and dialled her number about 50 times but couldn't find the right words without crying, because i was supposed to be having my baby too only a couple of weeks later. finally called yesterday but could tell i am in the bad books, my other SIL also mentioned it to me so everyone must be talking about what a bad person i am. wish they could understand that i wanted to call but couldn't.
anyway, on the plus side DH told me not to worry about them, he understands, and gave me lots of cuddles and kisses.
hope everyone else is well, thinking of you all and sending big for everyone.
Also, WTH, you're definitely not a lot older than most of us! just a few numbers is all! being young at heart is most important hey ... but you are definitely more braver than most of us... (me definitely!) & your positivity puts me & my complaining to shame... would like to give you some more
WTH - I am so very sorry my thoughts are with you. I hope so very much that your ob is wrong.
Tina - Big congrats!
Joey - Good luck for testing tomorrow, hope that line gets darker!!
Sorry for the lack of persies, I will be back soon to do them but I hope everyone is doing well.
AFM - I'm going OK, 4DPO today and having heaps of cramps and a bit of back pain and feeling a bit like AF is just about to arrive, even though I'm not expecting her until the middle of next week. I'm pretty sure that it is probably just the progesterone pessaries that I am on during the TWW though. Oh how I wish the next 10 days would just disappear!
Last edited by nicjay; July 15th, 2008 at 05:16 PM.
: Oops forgot Joey - sorry!!
Wishing you lots of :goodluck2: and 
for your darker lines and BFP!! 
Angel, enjoy your 2 days off! Does that mean when I wake up in the morning you'll still be on here? I've missed your company in the mornings, so will check in and see if you're up and about.
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... but you are definitely more braver than most of us... (me definitely!) & your positivity puts me & my complaining to shame... would like to give you some more 
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