WTH: I have no words. All I can say I am so sorry. I know it sounds ridiculous and you're probably sick of hearing it but try and stay strong and it WILL happen for you. I'm sending you lots and lots of
oh my god ladies! im in panic mode! im struggling to keep up with you all! i posted sunday arvo & now im back to find where im up to & i find im lost! flabbergasted...
WTH: my thoughts are with you always sweetie... for miracles...
im also at a lost as to what my chart is doing... havent been putting my temps on since sunday & then i put the past 2 on just now & all of a sudden im 4dpo! this is driving me mad! i thought i o'd just last night - cos also thought i had some o pains. but according to ff i o'd on friday night when opk was +.. is this right? im panicking that ive missed the egg now... ok anyways, thats all...
issy- still can't believe you got a 28 day cycle too- how freaky is that. i was thinking when af came oh good, 28 days, but then i thought, oh no, me and issy aren't cycle buddies anymore. crazy hey.
angel- thanks hun, i just keep putting one foot in front of the other and saying your words over and over...one day at a time....
am having a sort of crappy week. my SIL had her bub last week and i never called to say congrats. just found it too hard. i picked up the phone and dialled her number about 50 times but couldn't find the right words without crying, because i was supposed to be having my baby too only a couple of weeks later. finally called yesterday but could tell i am in the bad books, my other SIL also mentioned it to me so everyone must be talking about what a bad person i am. wish they could understand that i wanted to call but couldn't.
anyway, on the plus side DH told me not to worry about them, he understands, and gave me lots of cuddles and kisses.
hope everyone else is well, thinking of you all and sending big for everyone.
Also, WTH, you're definitely not a lot older than most of us! just a few numbers is all! being young at heart is most important hey ... but you are definitely more braver than most of us... (me definitely!) & your positivity puts me & my complaining to shame... would like to give you some more
There is nothing really I can say... not a lot comes to mind except for sadness... yes I can say I ve done the HCG walk.... hopefully that helps tiny bit...knowing that someone understands... but thats about all I can do..... One thing I will say.... I never gave up I still talked to them everyday, I still sat with my hands on my tummy talking to them, willing them on..... Dont give up hun.... pray and pray... a little miracle may just come your way.
Sandygirl - I agree wholheartedly that we should both be UTD by now! Actually, I think everyone in this whole thread should be I really really hate this first two weeks of the cycle. I feel like I can't do anything productive about making a baby. I wish I could ovulate the day after AF arrives! But I'm sure you and everyone else feels the same
Smilanatu - I'm getting out the wrapping paper and ribbons for your birthday pressie!!
Jen - Mmmmm brownie mix! That's the best kind of mix!
Soooo, I biatch-slapped AF today. I was trying to have a polite conversation with her about why she shouldn't come back next month, and that cow started talking back! So I slapped her one. She cried for a bit, but I'm sure deep down she knows it's all for the best. We never really got along that well anyway...
I sooooooooooo want to go to you g-ma's house! It sounds so cool! I've always wanted to go to a place that has hidden tunnels and secret passages!
Angel Babies - I can't watch horror movies either! I watched "Signs" at the cinema and made a fool of myself. I clung so tightly to my friends denim jacket that when we left the cinema his jacket sleeve wouldn't uncrease. Oh, and during one of the quiet scary scenes I accidentally made that noise that you make when you are really scared.. Ummm, I don't know how to write it, but it's kind of like "mmmnnnghhhhh" The whole cinema laughed at me. It was sooooo embarassing!!!
I actually watched it again recently on TV and during an ad break I went to see DH in the computer room and the stupid-head had placed a glass of water in the corridor to scare me! But then I guess you would only get that if you've seen the movie, which you probably haven't because it's scary hehehehe.
Toccara - Yay for AF leaving! Now you can start planning your bd'ing shananigans! I totally agree with the banning of AF. Between the ban and the curse I'm sure everyone will be AF-free and UTD within the next month!!!
Ruthie - Good to see you found us again! I hope that in a few more days you hit 6 weeks and get a stick that finally gives you 2 lines!
Mollycat - Is your diploma something you can stop now and finish later? If it is then maybe you can take some time off from doing it just to see if that helps in the TTC department. I know it's really hard to make sacrifices like that though, especially when you don't know exactly when you will fall pregnant. Sometimes I feel silly for cutting down my hours at work because I could be saving more money if I was working more. But I figure that I want to give my body it's best chance of being the best it can be to get pregnant, and I don't think it was when I was stressed with work.
Anyway, I rambled a bit, but I hope you find a perfect balance for yourself!
Ok, so now we have cursed AF, banned AF, and sent her to Mollycat's SIL and Jen's DH's ex wife! We are all soooooo going to be pregnant this time next month! She ain't got a chance!
Tina - I'm still totally stoked for you!!! When do you go back to Sydney? It better not be before I get to see you with a beautiful little bubba!!!
PS. I think it's a girl hehehe.
AJC - OMG OMG OMG! You're passed the magical 12 weeks! I wish I could pick you up and spin you around! LOL!
Issy - I had a bum day yesterday. In fact, I didn't get out of my jimjams allllll day! I only took them off to shower and get into new jimjams for bed! There's no cleaning that can't be done in your jammies!
WTH - It's not over yet honey, so don't lose hope. Your baby is obviously a strong little one with a beautiful heartbeat. Take comfort in knowing that you are doing everything possible for your little one, and that you are a wonderful mummy. I'll keep you in my thoughts and hope that your blood tests start giving you the results that you want
WTH - I am so sorry to hear your news - I hope that you have lots of support around you in the real world too... that your little bub is a fighter and can prove the ob wrong
AFM - Am having a crazy hectic week at work and actually have to head off now to log on from home (yuck!). Like plc am an active lurker and have been keeping up with the reading. I think it's official though - this thread has to be the #1 most active thread in the history of ever! Waves and hellos and hugs to you all
WTH - I am so very sorry my thoughts are with you. I hope so very much that your ob is wrong.
Tina - Big congrats!
Joey - Good luck for testing tomorrow, hope that line gets darker!!
Sorry for the lack of persies, I will be back soon to do them but I hope everyone is doing well.
AFM - I'm going OK, 4DPO today and having heaps of cramps and a bit of back pain and feeling a bit like AF is just about to arrive, even though I'm not expecting her until the middle of next week. I'm pretty sure that it is probably just the progesterone pessaries that I am on during the TWW though. Oh how I wish the next 10 days would just disappear!
Last edited by nicjay; July 15th, 2008 at 05:16 PM.
: Oops forgot Joey - sorry!!
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... but you are definitely more braver than most of us... (me definitely!) & your positivity puts me & my complaining to shame... would like to give you some more
I really really hate this first two weeks of the cycle. I feel like I can't do anything productive about making a baby. I wish I could ovulate the day after AF arrives! But I'm sure you and everyone else feels the same
The whole cinema laughed at me. It was sooooo embarassing!!!
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