Sarah - I feel sad, but that is not unusual. It is just such a frustrating journey which is now over 3 1/2 years long for DH and I (one of the reasons he didn't want to watch the program last night). Caitlyn was the bright spot but even that didn't end the way we wanted.
I'll get back to post later when I can be a little more positive. It's just one of those days.
My Michelle - I know exactly how you feel hun. Ive been pretty down these past few days too. Ah the ttc journey, full of highs and lows, I guess we will just have to ride out this low together. Hold my hand missy and we will get through this sad time and keep on going with our quest to have little bubba's in our arms.
Jayne - about time you made an announcement!! Yipeee on the hcg results, sounds like things are going perfectly! will be praying that you get through the next two weeks without too much anxiety. And dont forget us in here when you move over to PAML!! Yes im v excited about being a god mum!
Amym - As long as you dont get pg within three months of taking your cover, you will be safe. My angel was due in July 06 and I had taken my cover in March 05. So technically I would have been covered for bubba's birth. When I was diagnosed with ectopic pg I still went through as private, and the company disputed my claim at first, but because it wasnt a pre existing condition, they covered it. I have heard good things about public system but I will go private when the time comes, especially with what happened to me, had I been public they probably would have sent me home with a 'threatened miscarriage' and god knows what could have happened if the tube ruptured!
Tanya - OMG what a bd story!! Im glad you guys managed to talk it through and be open about your anxiety. There is nothing worse than holding it all inside. And yay on being able to get those little suckers swimming!! Dont discount anything just yet, with EWCM and open cervix, anything is possible. And it might happen when you least expect it.
Shan - what is happening with you matey? Sore bbs are a good sign, have you had any other symptoms?
Sarah, Kirsty - l cant wait to hear all about your ttc journey once it all starts. Hope it is short and very sweet for you both (and for Amym too..)
Shell - you have been a litlle quiet poss?? What are you up to....
Naomi - hope its going well at u/s and you get some answers love. Thinking of you today.
I hope I havent missed anyone out...
ME - still no 'real' af, just tiny bit of spotting, but af pains are quite strong. Still have sore bbs. My cycle has gone mad!!
Have a lovely day,
PS Thanks Nola, you and Jayne will have to take it in turns now to dump baby dust in here!!
Lisa - Don't really have any other symptoms. I bit of heartburn now and then, and i can remember having that pretty bad last time, so you never know....i don't think i am pg though...
Tanya - i know how you feel re. the BDing on command. Except our problem was with me. I just kept drying up too much because i really struggled with it all. DH found it wierd too, but we just had to try not to think about it sooo much. The first time was the worst, but each month it seemed to get easier...GL
Nola - I'm taking a bit of that babydust you've been sprinkling around....thanks for that.
Jayne.. I am so happy for you!!! Please don't feel like things aren't gonna work out cause in my herat of hearts they are so so promising and you should now take time to enjoy the fact that you are gonna be a mummy again..WOOHOO!!! That is something to be excited about! I am so looking foreward to following your journey... I can't wait!!
Kazz..How are you my sweets??How are those gorgeous men of yours?? Sounds like things are running ok your end, but I bet you sure are busy..lol..Glad to see you popping in..
Nic...Sweetie I am so very, very sorry for your loss...words cannot begin to express how this must be affecting you and your DH...wish there was something I could do..I hope you get the answers and the miracle you so surely deserve.... Will keep you in my thoughts and prayers...
Sorry girls, have so much to catch up on...and I don't know where tio start..bare with me please..
Naomi, LOL @ Rick. That is so sweet you take the booties everywhere.
Jan, I am doing well thanks matey. How are you?? Nicholas and Declan are good thanks. Nicholas adores Declan which is so cute and loves helping me out with him.
Hi ladies and thank you all for the warm welcome, it has taken me a long time to join this forum and I dont know why, its not that I was denying what I have been through, I just thought I would probably crumble. Well I am feeling so much better being able to talk to you lovely ladies who understand what I have been through.
I hope you all had a great weekend and hope you all have a great week ahead.
Cass
Just thought I'd let you know I seen our baby today. I had to have an emergency scan at the hospital as I woke up this morning with a brown discharge when I wiped (sorry about TMI). The scan revealed a healthy baby & a sac that is perfectly in line to the baby's growth, so it's not as though bubs is slowly down growth as they are both simulataneous. After the scan, I had more brown stuff (didn't even get to my knickers, just on the loo paper), but it seems to have stopped now. They've also taken some bloods to check my hcg level but being a weekend that is going to take a few days.
I'm very nervous and sure that the two little pictures I was given today will be the only ones I'll ever see of our baby. I'm quite down in the dumps and a bit teary. I know that I seen a 'live' baby today, but the infrequent bleeding is how the m/c happened last time. At least last time when they scanned me, my uterus was empty through the scan, there was only 'product' when they did the d&c. So I guess it's reassuring that today there IS a baby & a thumping heart beat, but I'm still not convinced. I keep on checking that my bb's are still sore and breath a sigh of relief when I get the wave of nausea washing over me.
I'm so sorry for not doing personals. I will do more over the coming days. I'm still having the scan on Tuesday so they can measure the growth and check that the fetal heartbeat is still there.
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