Don't go too far though Jayne. I'll miss you.

Sarah - I feel sad, but that is not unusual. It is just such a frustrating journey which is now over 3 1/2 years long for DH and I (one of the reasons he didn't want to watch the program last night). Caitlyn was the bright spot but even that didn't end the way we wanted.

I'll get back to post later when I can be a little more positive. It's just one of those days.