My Michelle - I know exactly how you feel hun. Ive been pretty down these past few days too. Ah the ttc journey, full of highs and lows, I guess we will just have to ride out this low together. Hold my hand missy and we will get through this sad time and keep on going with our quest to have little bubba's in our arms.

Jayne - about time you made an announcement!! Yipeee on the hcg results, sounds like things are going perfectly! will be praying that you get through the next two weeks without too much anxiety. And dont forget us in here when you move over to PAML!! Yes im v excited about being a god mum!

Amym - As long as you dont get pg within three months of taking your cover, you will be safe. My angel was due in July 06 and I had taken my cover in March 05. So technically I would have been covered for bubba's birth. When I was diagnosed with ectopic pg I still went through as private, and the company disputed my claim at first, but because it wasnt a pre existing condition, they covered it. I have heard good things about public system but I will go private when the time comes, especially with what happened to me, had I been public they probably would have sent me home with a 'threatened miscarriage' and god knows what could have happened if the tube ruptured!

Tanya - OMG what a bd story!! Im glad you guys managed to talk it through and be open about your anxiety. There is nothing worse than holding it all inside. And yay on being able to get those little suckers swimming!! Dont discount anything just yet, with EWCM and open cervix, anything is possible. And it might happen when you least expect it.

Shan - what is happening with you matey? Sore bbs are a good sign, have you had any other symptoms?

Sarah, Kirsty - l cant wait to hear all about your ttc journey once it all starts. Hope it is short and very sweet for you both (and for Amym too..)

Shell - you have been a litlle quiet poss?? What are you up to....

Naomi - hope its going well at u/s and you get some answers love. Thinking of you today.

I hope I havent missed anyone out...

ME - still no 'real' af, just tiny bit of spotting, but af pains are quite strong. Still have sore bbs. My cycle has gone mad!!

Have a lovely day,

PS Thanks Nola, you and Jayne will have to take it in turns now to dump baby dust in here!!