HI Girls,

I know I haven't been in here much. I'm still trying to keep up with everyone, plus I have stacks of work to do. I just needed to share.

I went shopping for bridesmaids shoes today (my cousin is getting married) & the other bridesmaid announced she is pregnant!! Due the same time I would have been if my bub had of not got stuck in my tube .
I was very polite and brave, but felt real crap inside. I hope I get my BFP before the wedding. I think that will help.

Jodsan, I'm sorry you didn't get any replies. I was hoping someone had some advice for you. I hope the naturopath helps.

issy- It doesn't sound like you are totally out yet but here a anyway.

jen- I am def. addicted to BB- love the list everyone!

Hi to everyone!!

Just one more question:
Has anyone had brown spotting a few days after AF has left? I've had a bit. Maybe my body is still trying to settle down. I hope this doesn't mess with my chances this month.

Thank you everyone for welcoming me. I remember reading a few weeks ago about someone not finding a thread they felt they belonged to (sorry I forgot who it was). I feel a little bit like that.
The hardest part of accepting my loss is the fact that it was my body that was the problem. Not the egg. As the Doc said, 'it was somehow trapped in the tube'. I really wonder if it would have been easier to know that it mis-carried itself & not have to be removed through surgery.

Sorry for rambling. I just let my mind go. I feel a little better getting all that out.