Hi Krystielove - thanks for the hello. No I am not in a Belly Buddy group. I was last year with Nathaniel but it is too hard to do that again. I stick to the Preg after Late Loss group as all the women understand how stressful this pregnancy is. I don't think I would actually deal with people getting excited about my scans - it is kind of sad that I feel the need to have them weekly really. Even my friends know not to overcrowd me with excitement - I just find it all too hard to deal with. I like when they offer support and quiet excitement but can't deal with jumping up and down sort of stuff. This has been a dream pregnancy so far but I still can't relax enough to enjoy it. I guess that is our lot in life when we lose what we so dearly wanted and cherished. I hope your TTC journey is a short one. I don't post in here to much but I always keep an eye on everyone especially any BFP announcements. Sorry to hear you had a 'moment' at work. It is always so hard to know what will set you off -

Jen - I am glad I gave you the open to come into the recurrent and late loss thread. Thankfully we are a small group (not really a crowd I would want anyone to have to hang with) but we all try our best to help each other through our losses. I find your contributions to this thread to be really inspirational - especially the fact that you can keep track of everyone!

Tina - I am so sorry you have had a rough week. Don't feel bad about crying at work. It is so hard to hide our emotions when they are so raw and close to the surface. Does anyone at your work know about your miscarriage last year? I generally reserve my tears for home but that is because I can't deal with people's faces when I do cry! I end up even more embarrassed than them. I really hope things start to improve for you and that your TTCing brings you a bit more happiness this coming cycle.

Hi to everyone else and I hope you all have lovely weekends.