Joey: YAAAYYY CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR BFP WAAAHOOOO!!!!!!!!! Wishing you the very best.. a H&H 9 months and baby!!!!

Mannie: I just noticed we both had the same Due date. thank you so much for having me in mind.. Good Luck TTC I hope you get that BFP!! I'm still spotting and am wondering when AF will show up.. I have to have 2 normal cycles before I TTC again.. just can't WAIT!! I want to TTC again! this wait is torture!! GGRRRR ((hugs)))

Tocarra: Same here.... Know please know.. I am here for you and feeling this with you. Yesterday was the crappiest birthday of my life... I haven't even opened the presents some gave me.. don't feel like it at all. so threw em in the closet. Sucks! 1I cried all day and it just SUCKED!! I just am praying these two cycles I have to wait FLY by cuz I want to TTC again!! I am praying for you and hope we both have this miracle ASAP!!!!
When did your doc say you can TTC again???

Larz: (((hugs))) wishing you a H&H pregnancy & baby... Good luck with your u/s.. I am praying your bub is perfectly ok ..swimming and with a strong heartbeat!! Good luck friend!!!

Plc: I needed that hug.. thank you!! ♥

Treelo & Jade: Good luck friends!!!!

Babyonboard: WELCOME hun and Good luck TTC!!!!

Hannah: WTF???? Same here.. I'm so tired of hearing" Oh things happen for a reason, Oh it will happen, Oh you can TTC again, Oh God gives and takes.. Really??.. Is God that cruel??.. Don't think so! so all I want to say to all of them is SHUT THE F**** UP!!!! SHUT UP!!! SHUT UP!!!!!
It doesn't work that way! !I have INFERTILITY.. I need to be a lab rat in order to get pregnant and again will have to be one after I get pregnant.. the doc said I will have many shots to avoid m/c again and yes.. LAB RAT!! me! I feel that anger inside. Yet of course I don't take it out on anyone.. it's just people say stupid things as if it didn't hurt. NO ONE.. NO ONE knows your pain till they are in your shoes!!
You are in my thoughts and prayers... I just want these 2 months to fly I want to TTC again. I want my baby back!!!! You, Toccara, me and all angel mommies here WILL GET PREGNANT AND HAVE HEALTHY MIRACLES!!!!! ((hugs)))

Jenushka, Jen, Chappas, Easha, Mollycat: (((hugs)))) thank you so much for keeping me in your prayers. I'm doing a bit better the cramping stopped after the D&C .. I guess it was true.. my uterus was returning to it's normal size.. but am still "spotting"... Just want Nov to come I want to TTC ASAP!!


Fifi: ALL WILL BE OK!!! Your baby will be ok!!!! I am praying you see a wonderful swimmer in there with an excellent heartbeat!! You will have a perfect healthy full term baby!! I'm praying for that!!! Good luck hun!!
((hugs))))


For my Preggo friends:

For those TTC: *****baby/ovulation/BFP Dust*******


Me:.. I'm ok overall.. Cramping has stopped yet am still spotting some watery pink stuff. only when I wipe... hope it goes away soon.... I want AF to come.. I wonder if I still should watch for ovulation maybe??.. I don't think I have the heart to have sex... at least not for now.. and Geez.. just want these 2 cycles to go by fast.. since my periods are so irregular due to the PCOS I wonder if I will get normal cycles now or if it will all be as F**ed up as it has always been!!!

Just want to see that doc and see what are his plans with me.. what meds he is going to put me on.. and all that blah blah blah docs do.

I might sound selfish but all I want is to be pregnant again and have a healthy baby!!!
This is so unfair... but oh well.. I'm trying.. to take a day at a time.. it sucks.. maybe since we are moving to a new place in 2 weeks.. maybe the packing and at the redecorating might take things off my mind.. its hard when my 3 yr old still kisses my belly thinking the baby is in there and I cry all over again trying to explain there is no baby there anymore!! SO HARD!! I feel like cursing my heart out right now!! I don't even know that much curse words... wish I knew a lot so I can just shout them all out.. even if people think I just went NUTS!!!'' now.. had to laugh at the thought of walking normally among people and suddenly cursing my a$$ off!! LMAO!!! Ok I think I lost my sanity just now!

I have to hang in there...easier said than done!
GGGRRRRRRR

All in all.. thank yo all so much for your comfort and support