Yes, I did a stupid thing knowing I was pregnant. I shouldn't have even picked up anything like that to drink and I felt horrible afterwards. I should have never listened to what my OB's nurse said about it being to early to hurt anything & to go ahead. I think she just told me to go do it because the fact they don't think I'm pregnant just because of that one blood draw they had on Tuesday.
I have been beating myself up every since that night & it hurts. All, I did that night was cry and pray to God that my baby was safe & to forgive the sins I did that night of drinking. I should have just gone out and had a good time without the Aholahal. It was wrong of me I should have just gone with my instincts and not have touched it, I wish I could take that night back & fix everything but I cant its too late. All, I can do is pray that bub's is okay and not do it again. Which I never will.
I Have been smoke free for about 2 months now & I only drink water, Tea, Or milk anymore. I did have some caffeine with my 2 pregnancy's (the girls) But, once and a blue moon because I hate chocolate.
So please girls, I know what I did was wrong & I trust me I'm never touching liqure pregnant/or not again. It did not feel good. I'm sorry & all of you have a right to be upset with me.
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Angel - my thoughts, prayers and deluxe special positive vibes will be express chanelled to you today. I hope all went well with trigger and that today everyone does what they are supposed to do! and sweetheart! I really just want it so bad for you, BB!!
Jen - my thoughts are with you too - hope AF gets the not so subtle hint that she isn't wanted at your doorstep. I think you are quite a force having the guts to say things in this forum and looking out for everyone as you always do
hello and hugs to Issy, Easha, Mollycat (), dellydoo, Toccara, jenushka, Van, Chappas, WTH, Megsmum, Ruthie and the other lovelies I have missed.
Jen- I'm sorry that I offended you you had your right to say what you did. I'm terribly sorry that AF is on her way I really hope she does not show up. I know theres not much more I can say but to try to be here for you. I have been praying for you and your family to have a beautiful BFP very soon. I know you have been through a lot and trying hard to get to wear you need to be. . I hope your weekend went well.
Krystie- I'm glad to see your family was very excited. Sounded like a wonderful time. I things keep going well for you.
Angel- That DH little swimmers go were they need to go! I hope your IUI went well. And, hopefully here in a few weeks you get your BFP. How was your weekend? Its Monday there today right?
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Jen - Yep, crappy monday - hoping the kids will be lovely today. Four in today 1x4yo, 1x3yo and 2x 2yo. Still feeling a little sick (not crappy like last week) just got a cough that won't leave. Reno's still going on (just very slowly) we've pulled out the old bath tub, still got the vanity and toilet to pull out, the wall on the vanity's side to rip out and the floor. Everything else is gone (looks very messy as we haven't taken all the old timber outside yet. I think i've convinced DH that it needs to be done soon as he was in there working yesterday morning.
I've been re-arranging the house all weekend, moved my computer out to the new area, (so now I can watch the kids and the computer), although the three year old is here now and he's sitting in the loungeroom watching television - can't win. When the next one arrives i'll have to turn it off and bring them out to play. I've finally got new curtains for the back windows as the morning sun comes in (which is lovely but will be too hot soon)
I was just told that my ex-client who fell pg just after my m/c (this is the one that had a little baby and feel pg without trying) has had a little boy. Either I'm getting over myself or i'm totally horrible. I'm so glad it was a boy (the father already has five boys and two girls - it is her second boy she has two girls as well) because I know if it was a girl they were going to use the name we have in mind for our girl (WHEN we get one) - see positive thinking.
Angel - Fingers and toes crossed for you today and a huge . I'm also having a big belly laugh for you and sending over all my angels to you. I you are blessed today.
Jen - I know that 7 months isn't that long to be trying but it must feel like forever for you. I had to wait 3 months (2 cycles) before my doc gave us the green light and that felt so long. I kept thinking that I'm just wasting precious baby making & baking time. Apparently you can't rush this process, but it feels like a race to me.
Unfortunately for us we need to get pregnant again so we can determine if my other fallopian tube is blocked. If it is we have to operate again to remove it and then we can commence IVF. Our doc said that if I lost my first angel because of a blocked tube then we will more than likely have the same experience with my other tube. So I'm a little nervous about what might happen and that my body might do this again to my next angel, but like my DH said we don't have a choice unless we want to stop trying for a baby. That's definitely not an option for us. If it does happen again I've got a 5-6 month turn around before we can start IVF (2 months of pregnancy and then at least 3 months recovery). Unfortunately, I think of everything as a time frame now.
This is going to sound horrible, but when the doc told me I had an ectopic pregnancy I rang my family and asked them all to pray that I would m/c our angel. I found out in the morning that I would be operated on that night (I called that operation a compulsory abortion - I'm all for pro choice but abortions would never been an option for me) and at the time a m/c sounded like the better of the two evils. Unfortunately, our prayers weren't answered, but apparently I should be grateful that I survived. I didn't feel very grateful for agreeing to that operation. I know I didn't have a choice and my bubba would have past away anyway, but she was still alive and her little heart was still beating when I went into that operation and that really hurts me to think about.
What a sad sack I am.
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Molly- You are brave darling I think I would be terribly ****ed if someone did that (used the name we were going to use type thing). I'm glad your happy for her & trying to be supportive even though its hard. You have not lost it your just hurt. Its totally understandable where you come from. It's not easy.
Annabee- I really hope that your Tube is not blocked & that you get pregnant with a baby that is in a healthy place to grow strong at. Did they not check or do a dye test afterwards to make sure? I really hope you don't have to go through all that & that when you do get your BFP things will go well for you. that your tubes are not blocked darling. I don't believe in abortions myself unless (the mom has a condition that will kill her, AKA eptopic as one of them, Or the baby has a conditon where he/she wont make it at birth). So, don't down yourself you never really went against yourself on abortions if you continued to let the baby grow you could have been seriously sick and could have died. And, about your toy.. Lol. Whats it called may I ask?? I wanna see what it looks like.. :-D. That sucks that the batterys died. Are they replacable??
BabyFever - I don?t know if I?m breaking any rules on this forum by putting this on, I?m not promoting the website I?m just using it for it?s picture of our new toy. Sorry in advance if this offends anyone, but it?s basically turns my DH into a vibrating doodle. Honestly, it was pretty good during the short time the batteries lasted.
Mollycat ? I totally understand what you?re going through. Many years ago one of my workmates (we were actually really great friends) fell pregnant and we were talking about baby names and I told her the name I would use one day for my baby girl. I didn?t really think anything of it, until a week later we were eating in the lunchroom and she announces that baby names they had chosen. Wouldn?t you believe it, she said my baby girl?s name. I nearly fell off my chair. I was shocked and pinged off. That was just wrong. She ended up having two children over the next few years ?.. both boys. I think it was karma. I was secretly a little glad too that they were boys. You never steel baby names off your close friends.
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