I did go to the Er last night and ended up seeing a lovely doctor who was actually about 6-7 months pregnant herself, hopefully a good sign. But gee I was sad seeing her in all her pregnant glory. The good thing about having a pregnant doctor is the dignity and respect in which she treated me. I am basically having a threatened miscarriage. This means I have to rest as much as possible, virtually impossible with three children already, but I am doing my best. I have an u/s scheduled for 10am tomorrow, so I am am anxiously waiting for the results from it. The bleeding has turned into brown goop ( sorry, tmi), before it was quite a fresh red swipe. I am having mild cramps, really mild and I know it probably does not indicate much with bubba's status, but I have done two more pregnancy tests and the positive pregnancy line is the darkest I have ever had with any of my previous pregnancies, even the twins. So fingers crossed and lots of prayers and maybe I might have a miracle. Thankyou so much for all your thoughts, prayers and support. It's wonderful to feel uplifted in the face of such uncertainty.

And Toccara, my heart goes out to you. I'm so sorry for you. I completely understand that you want to put off TTC. If I lose this bubba, I am putting it off too for a while. There's only so much a heart can take over a matter of months. Lots of hugs
I am thinking of you