Oh Toccara... you too???... we can grieve our babies together. I feel so empty today.. I don't want to go out I just want to keep crying. Oh Toccarra.. I know this is not of any help... WHY??... WHY us??. Why do these things happen.. to you, to me, to all of us Angel mommies??... I want to give you encouragement but I don;t have the strength to do so.. just know that we are in this together and that I feel your pain ... I'm here at this with you.. I can't TTC again till after 2 or 3 months.. and I need to see a special doctor to help me "stay " pregnant and have a live baby.
I am here for you.. and we can grieve together. I had a D&C yesterday and I was put to sleep cuz I couldn't handle the thought I WAS Shaking and sobbing. I preferred it that way. Am all campy today and bleeding... I feel so empty, it's so hard to see that my bumps is gone and the thought that I am not pregnant anymore.
I am here with you through this...


"So painful to remember, Too precious to forget"