Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage or Loss ~ September 2008

[plc1805]

Mollycat - big hugs to you and your family - you must be a chip off the ol' block!

Ruthie & Toccara - my thoughts and prayers are especially with you both. Please know we are here for you.

[Tam83]

Wow ladies you have been busy posting away on here. I last checked on Friday and come back on today to see three pages worth of posts.

Ruthie It doesn't matter what you say or how yu feel. I still think your a incredible strong lady. Your story brought tears to my eyes that rolled uncontrollably down my face. With your heart and determination I am positive you will have your forever baby.

Tocarra Still thinking about you 2 and sending you lots of

Rachel, babyjubz , babymiracles & AbbeyB I hope your stay is a short one and you get a sticky lil jelly bean soon. So sorry to hear about your angel babies

Angel Babues Thank you for your beautiful song and poem.

Babyfever Glad to read that your okay. Wow it must have been scary.

[RuthiePCOS momma]

Babyfever. mollycat , Tam & Plc: Thank you ♥ I felt all those much needed hugs.
I am cramping so bad it's not even funny. the thing is.. I guess since the D&C all tissue was removed I'm not really "spotting" much anymore.. my pads are almost clean.. but.. HOLY MOSES AM I CRAMPING SO BAD!!! I was told by a friend it could be my uterus going back to it's normal size.. but I know this might be a stupid question but why does my cervix feel like it was ripped?..it hurts so much "down there" and inside... I literally feel like a cat scathed all my insides. OUCH!on a a scale from one to ten I feel a 7. It's bad.. all over my lower back and below the navel.. not to mention what I already have.. the cervix. so sore I am.
I don't know why I tortured myself..but I found a stupid unused pregnancy test and I peed on it.. revealing a so beautiful BFP.. but who are you kidding??.. I know I have no baby.. it's just my angels hormones still lingering. Oh its so sad!!!! hubby noticed how my baby bump is gone... I took this pic the morning before I had the u/s that revealed the baby was in heaven..
look how cute my bump was that horrible morning around 30 minutes before I found out my horrible fate.. SO PAINFUL TO LOOK AT!!!

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