Reet - I keep thinking I'm imagining it though, but then I get a 'strong' one, and it feels almost like a bubble bursting, or even being 'flicked' from the inside. It's really interesting, and I'm wondering how come I'm feeling it earlier. I'll try and figure out how to post my 14wk belly photo I took.. hehe. And yes, you ARE lucky not to be throwing up. I still get the waves of nausea though, and it's starting to drive me a bit crazy. I just want to feel great again! My energy has returned though somewhat. I think i was actually nesting yesterday, LOL.

Mum22 - That's a great HB. My little peanut's HB was only 118bpm at 7 weeks, and I was a little bit worried, but it's now up to 167, so feeling a lot better about that. Oh and I understand how hard it is to find things you feel like eating. Weird, but I am also a fan of the cheese right now. LOL

Clairesmummy - It's hard not to be shattered at a BFN, I remember how down I felt when I got mine, it's really difficult not to feel like that. I think it's only natural. Maybe have a plan in place like I will do 'x' to cheer myself up if it's a bfn. I don't know if that'll help or not... I just read on further and see you're 'pinking'. Please try not to despair, I'd never had implantation spotting either, but did with this pg. I hope you aren't out for this month... FX hun. And about your dr, perhaps see someone else? They are supposed to help you after 12 months... perhaps you could see a fs if you can just get a referral??

Kellie - 8 weeks, yay for that! I love the little lemon picture, too.. very cute. Good luck for your scan next Friday!

Melster - Well, I honestly didn't have a choice. I mean, what right do I have to force my wishes on him? There is no compromise when it comes to parenthood. You can't make someone want it, especially not my DP. All of a sudden one day (I was crying after a nasty b**** I know said something awful about my mc) he turned to me and said 'let's have a baby'. I cried even more, LOL. At first I thought he was just saying it to make me feel better, but here we are, and he's excited! After his reaction to our surprise pg, I never thought I'd see him so happy about a baby. He's been proudly telling friends, and showing the u/s picture... it's really sweet. Anyway I think I got off the track here, my point is I didn't wait because I love him, (I do of course) I did it because I love our baby. And I wanted him/her to have two parents who WANT him/her. Also, it's about respect. Nobody should be forced or tricked into something as huge as being a dad. (Surprises are different though, and I was keeping that baby no matter what) And finally, I was only 23 when I mc'd. I figured I had a couple of years to burn anyway. Turns out HIS clock started ticking hehehe. Enough about me though, sounds like some interesting symptoms there... I had all of those. Still do, actually. Good luck! I hope this is it

AFM - Posting some pics as per Reet's request. WARNING: U/S and belly pics. Do not click if you would find these upsetting.
Our Family pictures by ihavepms_18 - Photobucket
There are some rather old pictures in the other album... LOL, back from when I was 18 and having fun with my new digital camera. Those were the days! Try to ignore the oldies...