Pash - sweetheart, I am so sorry to hear your news. I was really hoping to hear that all was going along well. I don't know if it is any consolation, but I know how you feel. One m/c is bad enough, but 2 in a row really starts to get you down, esp the loss of your beautiful twins. It is good that you are now eligible to have some testing done, although you are right, there is only something like a 20% chance they will actually find something wrong, as unfortunately m/c is just v common. I had the testing down after my second m/c and although they didn't find anything, it was a little reassuring to know that there was nothing badly wrong. I hope it does not turn out to be a molar pg, that would just add salt to the wound after your losses. I know that right now a 6 mth wait probably feels like a v long time to you, so that is the last thing you want to hear. I am thinking of you sweetie, and I hope we can be of some support for you here. I got myself all freaked out about a molar pg yesterday and started researching them, I am just constantly paranoid right now.

Salt - sweetie, I don't know what to say, you just sound so down right now. I know it is so hard to see it happening one day, but it WILL happen one day. Why it is so much harder for some than others, I do not know, but you will get there in the end. I am so glad to hear that your parents op went well, I hope they will be home again in no time.

belinda - so sorry to hear about your friend, what a terrible way to go. You're right, life is so short and we really need to make the most of what we have, although some days that can be hard. I guess things like that remind us to make the most of every second.

Leyla -

satya - grrr re your SIL, I know how you feel, esp when you feel she is keeping the news from you. My SIL had the first grandchild 7 months ago, right between my m/cs, and I really struggle at family gatherings. Some days I just can't do it, I get so sick of everyone talking about her and the bub and goo-ing and gaa-ing all day long. It seems so unfair sometimes - why do some people have to go through so much when others just get what they want straight away?

TTBP - there is still time! I don't usually O until CD20-26 and sometimes we just have an 'off' cycle for some reason, so there is still a chance!

shellbell - glad to hear you have an appointment with a FS. They sure make you wait for an appointment sometimes!!

Hi to everyone I have missed.