Thanks everyone for your kind words & thoughts. I think I am going to take a break from BB for a while. I can't imagine reading everyone's ttc posts while maybe having to wait 6mths. At the moment, I don't even feel like ttc at all. I'll pop in & post my results when I get them.

To the PG ladies - Good luck & I hope everything goes wonderfully smoothly for you, and you have an even smoother bub in your arms soon. Bun, I didn't mean to scare you further, I am sure everything will work out. Claire & Lee, thanks for your support & for getting angry for me

To the TTC ladies - Good luck to you as well. I hope your journeys are short, enjoyable and filled with DTD

Rachael - Thanks for the info. Good luck with your journey, I am sure you'll get a BFP soon.
Beaksie - Thanks for posting. I feel less alone. Good luck with test results when they come.
Belinda - I'm sorry to hear about your friend. And you're right, these things give you perspective, don't they?

Also belated Happy Birthday !! to Leyla & Claire. I hope you both had fantastic days.

Wow this seems so melodramatic! LOL I've tried to quit BB before, and lasted less than a day! So I'll probably be back & posting tomorrow

PS I'd totally recommend a book called A Child Against All Odds, by Robert Winston. Its a really good explanation of conception & fertility treatments, but written in an interesting way. I started reading it cos I hoped it would tell me to stop trying, but I'm continuing to read it cos its so interesting.