Im going to come back later this afternoon and do a nice long list of personal, but for now im a bit rushed as the boys have a bday party to go to. We had a very stessfull night last night as football, Lawson went missing for 20 minutes (longest 20 minutes of my life) and I lost the money to the raffle. But we found Lawson and the money eventually. Im just feeling so stressed and to tell you the truth, i dont know why. Normally i thrive on being the Manager of the team but last night i just kept wanting to burst into tears, like i wanted to curl up in a corner and hide. Im just so teary and flustered. Tomorrow will be 28 days since m/c, so AF should be due?? But i know it could take a while. I did O at the right time. I have sore BB, but have had that for a few weeks now. I just want AF to come so i know the plumbing is working properly. We BD'ed heaps the week of O, but i tested a few times this week and it was BFN, the last test i did was two days ago. So im assuming im not pg, but it may have been too early to test.
I have so much on over the next few weeks, and just thinking about it....makes me cry.
I have to organise a breakup party for about 50 people in total with about $250, Zone carnivals, Football presentatios, school fete and two more bday parties....all in 3 weeks !!!!!!!
And someone brought it to my attention last night that i should wait until Lawson starts playing football in 2 years...then i get double the joy.. I choose to be Manager because i wanted to be apart of what my sons life, but the other uncooperative parents sure make it hard.
Im sorry, this was just all about me this morning, Ill be back this afternooon to do some personals.
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