Sorry hardly any time for personals, but will do a few. Got to get to work.

Sweetpetite - I have to have that attitude as I am 41 and time is running out very fast. At my age I have a 50/50 chance with each pregnancy so I just have to keep going. Yes I've been doing the icecream thing for about two cycles now I think. I do believe it could have helped as the 1st pg took 3 years, the second 9 months, the 3rd 4 & a bit months (5 cycles) and it was the only thing I was doing different in that cycle.

Ems -thanks for the website. Right now I'm over inspirational stories.... it's always happening for someone else and not for me.... I might check it out when I feel in the right mood for it.

Kiwigirl - I know exactly how you feel -

Twomums - my gyno has a special interest in fertility and an endoscopic surgeon so I should already be in good hands. Due to my age and history he didn't want to muck around and said lap then IVF. I've written him a letter to see if he'll give clomid a go while I'm waiting for the lap and I'll see what he says.

Hi to everyone else.

Work was far better as my insensitive workmate wasn't at work as she was tired. I wonder if she has even thought about how exhausted I am at the moment with everything I've been through and the lack of sleep I've endured.

I think I will just wait for my lap (still no date yet) and then get serious after that. I will see if I can get a couple of goes at clomid and have written a letter to my gyno asking him if he thinks its appropriate and if he thinks it could be I will book another appointment. He is very expensive and I don't want to waste the money just to ask that question. I also wanted to make him aware of the most recent m/c in case that might make a difference to my category in the waiting list.... doubt it will though. I really don't think he wants me to have any treatment though until after the lap as he thinks I will keep m/c until things are dealt with.... but he could be wrong.

Anyway better get to work.