Sharon - oh no I am so sorry - what else can I say?

Susan - all the best for your blood test!

Crossing my fingers - welcome and I am so sorry for your loss Good luck for TTC again

Kerry - hope the TWW goes fast for you - all the best!

sweeetpetite - hi and welcome I am so sorry for your losses. I have had 2 early miscarriages and am feeling quite the same as you are at the moment - I also feel very alone and that none of my friends or DH really understand what I have been through (and am still going through), not to mention worried that I won't be able to have a sibling for my 3 year old DD I am 37 now and feel like the clock is ticking for me now. I hope you can find a bit of support here, and maybe it will be some consolation that you are not the only one that feels like you do.

satya - I hope you are going well - all the best for this month, you never know!!

salt - hope you are going well too - all the best for this month!

Hi to everyone I've missed, sorry but I just don't have much time to go back through all the posts much further than this!

I'm CD6 today and have finally finished taking my first lot of Clomid - 50mg. It's been pretty crappy actually - I've had nausea and mood swings since I started taking it, and have been mega hormonal and grumpy today!! Poor DH!

All I can say is I hope this works and that I don't have to up the dose next month to 100mg because I just don't know how I will manage I'll probably be puking for the whole 5 days! LOL

I know I have to get over this all, and it's probably just the Clomid, but I'm just feeling so down about all this TTC business at the moment - that's why I haven't posted for a while. I think I need to just step back from it for a bit - I don't know. I just think I'm going to be really bummed if the Clomid doesn't work in a month or two.