Lizjessie,

aw hun your not crazy. I have mine too, from the very faint positive tests to the last really dark one. and i will never throw them out, because its the only physical thing i have left as proof of the eight and a half precious weeks that she was with me. I dont think there is anything wrong with hanging on to that. You need to do whatever is good for you, and what other people think is not an issue. Be true to yourself.

hugs for you
treelo