Oh sorry Jen, I just assumed that you were taking your temp when waking at 4-5am. Are you waking up then and going back to sleep and taking it at the normal time then? If so, I used to get higher (and erratic) temps when I did that too. It's difficult to decide which time to take your temp when that happens.The hotter nights probably don't help either I'd say. Actually this is the reason I stopped doing temps (not saying you should BTW ) it just messed so badly with my sleeping! I'd wake up and then couldn't get back to sleep because I was too worried about getting enough sleep before I had to take my temp What an idiot hey? LOL But now I'm having cycle tracking for the IUI there's no need to bother yay!
Anyway, better run, got to take DD to a swimming lesson. BRRRR for her, poor love. But for some strange reason she loves it!
I am now on day 6 of cycle, hmm which should mean on tues when I go into theatre Ill be on day 10 so I should be quite fertile, I wonder if Im allowed to ttc straight after or not.
megsmum--Oh, that's ok! It's really funny, actually, because that's exactly what I do! Are you saying I'm an idiot? j/k!! When I wake up around 4, I start to worry that I won't get enough sleep before 6, which is usually when I get up. Then I have to tell myself to not think about it, because it will keep me awake--sometimes it works and I can just fall back to sleep. But usually I toss and turn until 5:45 or 6 when I finally take my temp. I'm sure it has to have some sort of negative effect--ie erratic/higher temps. Another thing I do which really annoys me is if I wake up and have to go to the loo, as long as it's before 2, I'll get up and go. But if it's 2 or after, I'll make myself hold it so as not to ruin my temp! But the lame thing about it is that if I hold it, I don't sleep as well, and end up tossing and turning anyways! It really does mess with my sleeping, but I'm addicted!
Rachel--Maybe you should check with the dr. first to make sure it's safe... Did you say your lap/dye were on Monday?
Just a very quick post before I head off to the snow
Have a great few days - I wont be back online until next Wed
It will probably do me good to not focus on all this for awhile, DH and I have commenced BD every second day as ov should pop along over the coming week.
Hopefully it will be warm enough for the to survive
Ladies - some horrible news ... this bub sadly has not made it. Sorry to post here and be a downer but I don't know where else to go
After some very very minor spotting last night, headed to ob today for some reassurance and a quick scan. Bub measuring 9w2d instead of 11w2d, and no heartbeat. Had an additional scan elsewhere for confirmation.
We had 2 fabulous scans and heard the heartbeat and had seen a beautiful foot wave and now I just can't get my head around it.
In for a d&c on Monday, then at least 4 months until we can ttc again. I don't know how to fill those months. All I want is a baby.
I don't know how to go back to the beginning of the pain again.
jenushka--OMG...my heart is absolutely broken for you! I sit here in tears reading your post, and I'm just completely at a loss for words... I know nothing I say can take away your pain or make you feel better. Please don't apologize for posting here--or thinking you're bringing us down--you're still a part of this thread, therefore you're family! I'd be sad if you didn't let us know....
Why is it that you have to wait 4 months to TTC again? Is it because of the D&C? Oh, hon, I wish I had the remedy...the magic words that could just take it all away... My thoughts and prayers are with you sweetie! Please let us know if there's anything you need--you know we're always here if you need to vent--feel free to PM me if there's anything I can do!
Easha--Enjoy your skiing trip! By the looks of your chart, this is perfect timing for a getaway! It worked for tina, so my for your BFP in a few weeks to come! Hoping that without the computer you can put all your focus on just enjoying your time with DH! Did you remember to pack your thermometer? I guess that would defeat the purpose of taking your mind off TCC, but just had to ask! Will look forward to hearing all about your trip next Wed!
plc--Waited to chat with you.... you must've been a sleepy mama! Can't wait to see some belly pics soon!
pbstar--My thoughts and are with you on this day of your angel's EDD... take extra special care of yourself today!
mollycat, megsmum, and AJC! Big to you all!
Krystie--Am sure missing you and your sense of humor! Hope things are ok with you!
tutmae--Where were you this am? Missed chatting with you!
jenushka - NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I'm sorry I didn't see ur post before i last posted. Oh noooooo!! I'm here in tears - my heart is also breaking for you. I am just so so so so sorry. I wish i could do something..... Makes me even more angry at that blasted cow u dealt with earlier. Pls let me know if i can do something.
jenushka.....Hun... there are no real answers.... no words we can say will make it alright..... it sucks.... you know it, i know it.... we all know it..... and to say it sucks is the politest way to put it.......
how do you deal with it.......the only answer i can give is ONE DAY AT A TIME..... the days right now will be cloudy and vauge.... then sometime, hopefully soon, the fog will lift just a bit and then a bit more and then a bit more until one day you will be able to see again....
Do whats right for you right now hun... allow your emotions... allow your sorrow, your anger, your frustrations, your fear...... all of your emotions.. alow them all..... dont hold it in... cry... scream... yell... whatever you have to do to deal with it.
) it just messed so badly with my sleeping! I'd wake up and then couldn't get back to sleep because I was too worried about getting enough sleep before I had to take my temp
What an idiot hey? LOL But now I'm having cycle tracking for the IUI there's no need to bother yay!
j/k!! 
When I wake up around 4, I start to worry that I won't get enough sleep before 6, which is usually when I get up. Then I have to tell myself to not think about it, because it will keep me awake--sometimes it works and I can just fall back to sleep. But usually I toss and turn until 5:45 or 6 when I finally take my temp. I'm sure it has to have some sort of negative effect--ie erratic/higher temps. Another thing I do which really annoys me is if I wake up and have to go to the loo, as long as it's before 2, I'll get up and go. But if it's 2 or after, I'll make myself hold it so as not to ruin my temp! 
It really does mess with my sleeping, but I'm addicted! 
to survive
Please don't apologize for posting here--or thinking you're bringing us down--you're still a part of this thread, therefore you're family! 
I'd be sad if you didn't let us know.... 
getaway! It worked for tina, so my 
for your BFP in a few weeks to come! Hoping that without the computer you can put all your focus on just enjoying your time with DH! Did you remember to pack your thermometer? 
are with you on this day of your angel's EDD... take extra special care of yourself today! 
mollycat, megsmum, and AJC! Big 
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