jenushka--OMG...my heart is absolutely broken for you! I sit here in tears reading your post, and I'm just completely at a loss for words... I know nothing I say can take away your pain or make you feel better. Please don't apologize for posting here--or thinking you're bringing us down--you're still a part of this thread, therefore you're family! I'd be sad if you didn't let us know....

Why is it that you have to wait 4 months to TTC again? Is it because of the D&C? Oh, hon, I wish I had the remedy...the magic words that could just take it all away... My thoughts and prayers are with you sweetie! Please let us know if there's anything you need--you know we're always here if you need to vent--feel free to PM me if there's anything I can do!