Annabelle - I know how you feel, I'm sure we have all had similar thoughts at different times. I think approaching Christmas makes it worse, because we think of all the "what could have beens" and then we have to face our families, who don't really understand how we are hurting. I hope your weekend improves and AF is kind to you,then tell her to pee off for good Do something to make yourself laugh, or put on some favourite music and dance around like a maniac -that always makes me feel better. xx

*waves hi to everyone*