TTC after Miscarriage or Loss ~ NOV/DEC 07

[ElleJay]

Beaksie! We've missed you in here! Hope you doing well!

Hope all of you are doing well too

[AnnaBelle]

Hello everyone!!


Everyone must be bd mighty quiet here at the moment!!

I am Ok just want to have a rant ...then I will be better!!
My sisters is due to have her 2nd baby any day now and I am feeling
a bit disappointed in myself - I am feeling really realy excited for her
and can't wait for the bub to arrive - ringing every day and being
very supportive - yet at the same time I feel like gosh here we go again
someone else having a baby and not me!!My sister falls pregnant like it
is absolutely no big deal and sails thru pregnancy like its no big thing.
My sister is great and we are really good friends but I feel so awful I am so envious of her and i cant put into words what i am feeling...I am just sick and tired of visitng everyone else in hospital and going to baby showers and christenings..blah ..blah...
Got another friend having a bub next week too so i think it is just getting to
me!!
My sister doesnt really ask much about the mc probablyt feels like it is
easier for me not to talk about it...i undestand... i would have been almost
6 months now...In midst of AF so it is such a reminder to me that i am not
pregnant at the moment!!
I am sure i am not alone in feeling the way i do but god i am really over being
happy for everyone else
Ok that is how i am feeling - thanks for listening girls...what would i do without all of you to listen and say all these horrible things to??
Hope everyone is having a good weekend - and I promise that I will be better soon.
XX
AnnaBelle