It looks like AF might be here. When I just wiped, I have a bit of bright red blood, not rich red, but enough to almost over the toilet paper. It can't be implantation..I had spotting two days ago, and this is too much to be implantation. I'm so upset..I'm in tears here, I really thought it was happening this time. Why does my body consistently let me down?? Am I really asking for that much?!
I'm so sad..and we can't try again until next March at the earliest, as we have to fly to England at the end of July.
It's not fair. Why are some peopel given children so easily, and they don't look after them, they do all the wrong thigns during pregnancy. It's just not fair...I'm meant to be 7 months pregnant, I'm meant to have a toddler!Why aren't we good enough to have a child? It's like losing my babies all over again.
Lisa xx
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