Thankyou so much for all your kind and supportive words ladies, Sasha, Treelo, Belinda, LSB. It really does mean a lot to know there are people who really understand how I'm feeling, and have been there. It gives me that little ray of sunshine I need to feel like myself.

My body can't decide what it's doing. I've had another bit of blood, but very watery. Now it seems to have stopped, for now anyway. I think I'll do a test with FMU in the morning, that will be cycle day 28, so a test should be pretty much accurate.

I'm feeling okayish now, compared to before anyway. If I'm not pg, it gives me from now to March to lose weight, which will give me greater chances of successfully carrying a baby fullterm, and likely better outcomes for the baby as well. So there is a positive...I'd just much rather be pg now. Fingers crossed.

I hope you girls get some good news of your own soon as well. Thinking of you all, and hoping this place gets cleared out!

Lisa xx