Hmm.. well (as silly and as just unbelievable that i seem to be at the moment) i realised after the horizontal mambo yesterday annd today, i was supposed to ovulate yesterday. I had it marked and everything because im not on the pill so am avoiding "unsafe" days but my partner who has been away from me for 7 weeks arrived yesterday and well things just happened.. I even vaugely remember egg-white CM yesterday but didnt even take it into account..

So right now, im torn between being excited about the high possibility of being pg again, utter annoyance and frustration at myself for forgetting and a whole other range of emotions. Dont get me wrong, i WANT this if it happens but i feel so stupid for letting it happen.. does that make any sense? I dont want to sound insensitive..

Has anyone "felt" when you concieved? with last pregnancy, i felt a moment of something, purity or clarity or something and i "just knew".. If i have concieved, is there anything i can do now that will help it stick?



Wishing all you other ladies the best