thanks issy & renstar

issy you are right i am feeling disapointed but i know i will be ok and i am going to just pick myself up and keep trying, just like you are doing.

i have to really say thank you because you have been a really great support for me over the past couple of days, would have been a lot scarier if i didn't have someone to talk to who had been through the same thing before.

i suppose i better make my way reluctantly out of the TWW thread and back to the TTC one- wishing everyone else good luck for their TWW.