Howdy All,

Firstly, Chez67,

I am so sorry you have found your way into this thread and for the passing of your son Ryan. I don't have any answers fr you about when to start TTC my journey after Nikita was a little different and we were told to wait 6-9 months before we start TTC because she was born via emergency C sec. I am glad you are seeking help too, it is a very personal journey that you are going through both you and your DH will come along in different stages and the grief will be different for both of you as time goes on. You will find a lot of support in here many wonderful women and lots and lots of different stories.
I guess if I was to offer any advice it would be to start TTC when you and your DH both feel that the time is right because it can be different between you both.


Sorry I have not been in here since my post in my beanie baby thread, I had to download the updated version of my virus prtection program and because I am on crappy old dial up it literally took all day to do 9hrs just to get 69mb then yesterday I couldn't get on to BB at all think it may have had something to do with DLS? maybe the system needed to wind back the clock or something - so I sat and watched all of the matrix movies *sigh* Keanu

Well as some of you already know, we had happy news on friday and I was a blubbering mess. Beanie measures 8 weeks old and had a 154bpm heartbeat, we're expecting to pop around 13th Nov so we should have our first real family christmas this year. I have my first Ob appointment today, it was soo funny because I din't even make it. Mr GP rang my Ob to tell him what has been going on and my Ob went out to reception made an appointment and told then to ring me and let me know I was expected today - god love him. He is an awesome Ob I guess in some respected we got to know him a fair bit last year when I was in Warragul hospital aside from the fact that my DH taught his daughter when she was in the choir. Thats the best thing about living country I s'pose

Hey Beata - wanna know something - I spoke to a Beata on Friday (I think) for my job. DO you know until I met you I never knew another Beata and then I get a call from one at my work - how funny.

Teagz - big super dooper hug hun, those days are aweful aren't they. I am getting a few more of them lately as we draw closer to Nikita's first birthday and 1st Angelversary. We need to have a big cry every now and then - its healthy. While I am absolutely thrilled about finally getting past the 8 week mark I am packing dacks at the same time especially when I have little bleeds. Your time will come honey, just be patient when its the right time things will work out for you.

Hi to everyone else.

Much Love to all
Nae x x x x x