Hi Stickybaby. I am so glad you have come to this thread as you will find all the women here wonderfully supportive and compassionate. You should never worry about why you feel the need for more children - you are a mother and it is natural that you want to have another baby. Do not let other people make you doubt your instincts. I know it is hard sometimes especially considering how vulnerable you are after suffering yet another loss, but trust in your instincts and ignore people telling you to feel 'happy' with what you have. No one can understand the deep desire a mother has after a loss for another child unless they themselves have suffered a loss. I think you are coping amazingly well given all you have gone through.

Also - a big hello and welcome to the other new ladies - I feel terrible for not having welcomed you all earlier. This is a really special place filled with incredibly special women. I hope you find the support and comfort you need in your TTC journeys.