hi guys!
well, it has been a long few days. Have had a really busy time at at work and i am so tired.
katie - you remind me so much of me when i was pregnant with Josh and Em. I turned our little house upside down and was bent over inside our little cupboards checking everything and cleaning out. I should have been resting but there i was on a mission! Nesting is such a furious thing!!! But awesome!
cindee - so glad your ultrasound went ok!! its such a mini piece of mind and hope it has bought you some comfort!
rozzie - i get what you mean about the counselling. Sometimes you can hit a wall with it and feel as though no matter how many times you speak to them about it it still won't change how you feel. I believe it can help but it does'nt help things for everyone. You can only try as an option. I think it is easy for people to tell us to go to counselling without realising how much more is behind our feelings. While from some people i think it is an extra support offer whereas others in my experience i feel like they are just palming off the support they could give, to someone else to do. As for SIDS - I know bonnie babes have parents as counsellors who have had losses?!?
syran - was hoping you had been able to post so will wait on any news!
hgirs -MS -a good thing remember no matter how bad it makes you feel! Good signs! rest up as much as you can!!! take care!
hammi - i felt very much the same moving to the house we are in now. i should have been making a nursery in this house for Jack but had lost him before we moved in. It still makes me so sad that that room is still so bare as it was the whole reason we moved, to get another bedroom. I am sure Hamish was squeezing his way in between you both!
paula - there is no way i can take time off unfortuneatly!Its just not an option. Unless i quit and unfortuneately for that idea i could'nt stand mopping around thinking i could have been off with a baby instead. Ethan sounds like a sweetheart! They are such beautiful thoughts.
laney -how are you going? hope your ok!!
tildy - any news on your job? i agree on your thoughts on telling people also. Its a catch 22 for us though -its just another thing we have to worry about the reactions for and then deal with our own feelings after! grrr! I had a reg customer who does know about both babies, ask me if i was pregnant yet, today. She has been very sympathetic in the right way until then! i don't think people understand either how hard it is to have that dream of a baby and then actually do the ttc part after!!!
i hope i have'nt missed anyone! we have all been such busy writers lately! which is great!!!
take care! Gotta keep planning joshs party that will be held 3 weeks AFTER his birthday cos he has a useless mum!
x jo