hi everyone!
i am so glad it is the end of the week although i have so much going on this weekend it won't be much of a break. i started to fake tan this morning on my legs and i can't decide if it is an attractive orange or brown shade. The girls at work swear with a 2nd coat it will be ok but i am scared to do it on any obvious parts of my body incase.....
hammi - I want to start TTC after AF next month. It is a huge step and i feel like for me it is now or never. I don't want to wait another 6 months of waiting and wether we are going to try but am absolutely petrified of anything happening again like Jack and Madison. Especially now it has hit home twice. I feel like the whole TTC thing is the HUGEST weight being carried on my shoulders and i really wish it did'nt feel that way. Right now i feel as though i will only smile in the preg AFTER a baby is born. But i am taking my folate and asprin daily regardless. I would rather it be in my system just in case. i also got my pap smear done the other day and she said (TMI) that there was alot of mucous (normal, i freaked when she said that!) and they may not be able to pick up the results they need. handy...i want the results in my hand before i TTC also. josh wants a yu-gi-oh party but it is at hungry jacks instead of home as dan could'nt face it this year and the party bags and cake will have his theme choice. He is so excited and i have bought a few things off ebay so he will have a few nice surprises! Also with the appointment - i found once i got there for the 2 different OBs with madison that things also came to me once i was there. they would say something that prompted something else and they were so thorough as katie said with their questions i am sure we could'nt have missed anything.
hgirs -i did the same thing with Em except it was a hot day and i was ready to break the window! i was trying to explain to her through the window how to push up the lock and she finally got it after 10 panicked minutes so i could open the door. I too have kept my keys super close ever since!
katie -that outfit sounds so precious and filled with sentimental values! i love that you mum has sent it down -how is she???? What have they said about her treatment?
syran - i know but the long term customers feel they can - half the problem!!
Its funny how my customers are so open about it yet Dhs family (until last weekend) won't talk about it! Lower back pain is common and can affect you more depending on what you do, for me since i stand all day it was an issue esp. I started getting it with Madison quite early this time compared to the others. But as Katie advised if there is anything like sharp pains and anything you are 2nd guessing get it checked out.
sorry girls gotta cut it short -hi to all i have missed! I hope you are looking after yourselves! Kids need to eat!
x jo