Helen, I agree with Sue, emotional outbursts are a big part of being pregnant. Even without being pregnant you would have every right to get upset about seeing a newborn bub. I held a friends baby over the weekend (4mo) and it was a little girl. Part of me wanted to cry and part of me tried to just enjoy the beauty of it. It was very hard and emotional but I just try and embrace my emotions whenever they come up and see them as part of maintaining a connection with Charlie. Try not to be too hard on yourself, you have hormones going crazy and probably a whole range of emotions about being pregnant again that may take awhile for you to sort through. Just be kind to yourself.

Jo, I don't know what to say about your results (or lack of). At least it sounds like they are taking your desire to have another baby seriously (not like that delightful friend who told you to give up and be grateful for what you have!). You may know more after you meet with the specialist in a couple of weeks. Its so awful because we want answers so that we can have more certainty 'next time round' but there doesn't seem to be many cases where they can tell us exactly what happens.

Just know you have good friends here who love you and know what you're going through.

Paula
xox