For some reason, I can't get on to page 1 so sorry if I have missed any posts after my previous one this morning.

Paula, best of luck with the last exam tomorrow. I studied Law for a year and felt it wasn't my path at that time - stupid idiot. I totally regret not finishing now but I was young and stupid and just wanted to travel the world, not read books as thick as bricks.

Lan darling, I am really worried about you. I wish I could give you a great big hug but for now you will have to settle for a cyber one We will catch up whenever you are ready however I do have broad shoulders in case you change your mind.

We all understand your need for space so take as much time as need but remember we are all here for you if you change your mind within an hour or so.

Unfortunately, just when we see a wee bit of light at the end of the tunnel, someone switches it off. I think we will always go through this roller coaster of emotions until we meet and hug our angel babies again.

Take as much time off as you need, cry and shout and try not to let this process affect your relationship with DH. As we have all discussed before, they are on an entirely different planet when it comes to dealing with this stuff and we will never make them understand how entirely shattered we feel - from both losing our babies to the whole TTC process. I mean lets be honest, they have one job to do and to top it all off, we tell them when to do it!

Please take care of yourself and I am only an email, phone call or website away if you need someone who totally understands how you feel and will have a good cry with you.