Oh Dory, any "normal" pregnant woman would feel that way this close the the big day, weepy, excited, nervous, scared, tired, to name but a few emotions that aren't helped by the last massive surges of pregnancy hormones. But for us women, we have the added burden of grief and panic. All I can say is try to think positive.

Visualise your bub entering the world, into your arms, that first time you gaze into their eyes, smell their skin, hear their meowing cries. Whilst doing this, take slow deep breaths, in two three... out two three.... I'm sure you'll be amazing and I wish you all the best in the next few days. Big hugs