TUP - welcome and so sorry to hear about your m/c's. They are devastating.

I hope you get some answers from your FS. I have not seen an FS specifically in relation to my losses because of the nature of my journey. I saw one in relation to what became ultimately a diagnosis of PCOS and my current ob is an FS but its hard to know where each of his specialities start and begins, but I don't really see himfor FS issues. What that really long winded paragraph was trying to say, is I don''t know.

My GF has seen two FS has been long term TCC and also has had two m/c, one early one later. She has had some blood tests and a laparoscopy with her latest FS ( included some IVF and FET attempts) and has today seen an endocrinologist recommended by the FS. I am yet to hear the results. I don't know if the Endo subspecialises in reproductive endocrinology.

What happens will really depend on you and your history.

I hope things went well.

Cemgelles - Bring on the Bermuda BD! How many sleeps now?

Angelic - oh sweetie, I am so sorry that Annabelles Angelversary was so hectic. I think you are amazing to be a foster carer. You will get to do the things you want. Maybe when the pressure of the date itsself is off, you and DH and go and enjoy some quiet time with your angel girl at the cemetry?

Thinking of you all - Crumpet, CharlieB ( still quiet - are you ok), Teni, Gigi, Aries, Blessed, Susie Q ( hope all is ok), My2boys ( hope all is ok), Sryan ( hope you're ok) and of course CHEZ. Sending you all lots of hugs and positive thoughts and love.

AFM - well excitement plus - I had my flu shot for the year this morning, after getting the all clear of course to proceed, and also about 5 mins ago my first nosebleed that wasn't from a physical trauma. I was talking to my mum on the phone and thought my nose was runny. Of course, no tissues to hand so I used the back of my hand ( I know, so so so gross) and was surprised to see blood. It was only a light bleed but the nostril that bled now feels really weird and fragile an snuffly. I am not surprised as this morning when I blew my nose there was a little blood in the tissue from the same nostril. It is a first for me though. I am not worried as it was light, stopped quickly and is common ( or so I have read). A bit of excitment for my day....

We had family stay with us late last week. It was good to see them, and it really broke up the monotony of being at home by myself. The other good news was that the cats, instead of hiding under the bed, were in fact "pat tarts". They were snuggling up to our visitors for pats and one cat even slept on my nephews legs all night. He loves cats but is quite allergic. Thank god for zyrtec! But that is what kept me away since Thursday.

And I am still eating chocolate. I don't think it will ever end....

Apart from that, all good here. Inching closer, moment by moment.