Well feeling ......like crap really, but anyway what do you do Im just hoping someone up there has bigger plans for me than having a tribe of kids.
Deb As i said this morning, im so glad you are back and that things have been resolved, sometimes I think men just worry so much about us women they go into over protect mode they dont seam to be able to cope with the things we do, maybe thats why god made us women and them men,. I wish and pray for you a BFP and babe hanging off your........well you know what i mean!! before the year out.Your right about those stupid test Ive now done two and I hold them in all different lights and ways but they seam to tell me the same thing! AF is due friday and yes yes I know I could be early BUT I know when O took place so. I will test again and wait till friday. Thank you for all your kind words.
Lynn You beautiful women, what would I do without you thank you for your call my love, you brighten my day. You are so strong just remember that.xxx
Tess Thank you also for your postive words.I am so very sorry that your angel went to heaven and there are no words to comfort you at this time but know im thinking of you and send great big hugs to you. if I had one thing I could do is make all this pain for everyone here go away, but im only human like you and then can only pray that in time you smile will return and things become better. Take time as you tavel down this road be easy on yourself and cry when you feel like crying.
Bailey How was your sons party, my goodness you have been busy! I hope this is your month and I will be sending with all my might lots of baby dust your way. Thanks for postive vibes I only wish they would darn work for me but I will wait till Friday to jump!! only joking even though I agree about time going by and my standing still.
Spring I have been thinking about you all day, I cant wait to read all the good stuff soon and please I want all details. I love you postive thinking. I bet your looking forward to seeing DH this weekend. I cant wait for you to post!!!!
Mel Where are you? I do hope everthing is all right. Im thinking of you and miss your posts.
Mish & JO Hope you are both doing ok, look forward to hearing from you soon. And to anyone else if Ive missed, oh Clare are you around if so hows everything? Hope you are well.
Me..........the mental case from the south, I just do my head in, I sit and cry about what Im missing and I think how very lucky I am in the same breath. If by friday when I get BT results to confirm or deny we will have to make some plans. I so much wanted to be able to feel a baby growing and kicking inside, to feel sick, to feel tired to feel so full of happiness and joy that Im going to burst and even to go through labour pain by pain. Im not sure why I cant do this again and as I said before I hope God has a bigger plan for me or watch out when I get there!! But it may come down to wanting a baby so much that I can let another women do all that for me as much as I breaks my heart.........I know in the end I will have my dream.....I just wan to thank you all so much for all the kind words and advise that you have all offered my, you all dont know how much you have helped my through some of the darkest days so thank you all. I hope you al want me to saty around I mean if we do surrogacy I will be going through a pregnancy and hopeful have a baby in the end. I look forward to talking to you all later. love and baby dust to you all, Natxxxx
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