TTC AFTER Late Loss/Recurrent Miscarriage/ Stillbirth Sept 2009

[Gigi1]

Oh Aries, I am sorry hun. I was really hoping for you.
Love Hm xx

[Samcougar]

Aries- I'm so sorry, I was so hard for you. Big hun!

[blessedatlast]

Hi Everyone,

I haven't replied for ages although I have been lurking, have been up and down emotionally. This time last year I was a mother to LIVE twin boys.. I wish I still was.. Their birthday was a difficult day anyway, I wont go into it, I have written a little about it on my website and there are a couple of pictures of the balloon release my Mum did.. (No pics of the one we did, I am so angry at myself, but that is another issue)

Anyway, I have actually stopped bleeding for.. wait for it.. 2 DAYS!! I am hoping AF stays away for a while at least.. I can't cope with constantly bleeding!

I have finished my course so am now looking for work.. I hate job hunting, it sux, but I feel guilty now just lazing around at home now that I am not studying or anything. I hope I get work soon. I have put my application in at a couple of Nursing homes around and tomorrow I am going to drive around a few more. I think in person is the best way.

Now for some personals:

Beata: A little boy congratulations

Gigi1: I am so sorry you are in this thread.. I am sure you will get some much needed support as unfortunately we have all experienced a loss. Good luck with TTC..

Aries: I am so sorry.. It sux Nothing else I can say just

Hi to Chez and Samcougar and anyone else I have missed.. to all of us.. I have officially been TTC for 6 months now.. I am getting impatient!!

[Chez67]

Hi ladies

Aries I'm so sorry to hear your news hun. You must be so disappointed. I hope your FS has some answers for you. I understand what you are going through. This is only the 3rd time I have ovulated since March, which just drives me crazy some times. I hope things work out for you very soon and that your TTC journey is not much longer.

Blessedatlast - hi hun. I missed you and was a bit worried. I am glad you are back posting again. And yay for the no AF . That must be so hard on you both physically and mentally when you constantly bleeding. I hope you're taking an iron supplement? Good luck with the job hunting. It can't be easy in the economic climate. And job hunting in person is a really good idea. I have a friend who is a nurse and she would often get work quite quickly by just being there in person.

Hi to Samcougar, Gigi1, Teagz and Beata and everyone else who is lurking but not posting.

AFM - another session of AP today. I think I ovulated on CD11, which is quite early but I am still hopeful. I'm using a fertility monitor so it gave me pre-warning of O day, so we managed to get some BDing in at the right times hopefully. Other than that, am feeling great and enjoying the extra energy that comes from exercising each day. I haven't lost a lot according to the scales, but I have lost 16.5cm in 3 weeks so I am pretty happy about that. Some of my pre-pg clothes actually fit me now, except in the bust which DH is pretty pleased with!

Anyway, must go. Take care all and lots of to everyone.
oxo

[helle]

Hi ladies

Aries I'm so sorry to hear your news hun. You must be so disappointed. I hope your FS has some answers for you. I understand what you are going through. This is only the 3rd time I have ovulated since March, which just drives me crazy some times. I hope things work out for you very soon and that your TTC journey is not much longer.

Blessedatlast - hi hun. I missed you and was a bit worried. I am glad you are back posting again. And yay for the no AF . That must be so hard on you both physically and mentally when you constantly bleeding. I hope you're taking an iron supplement? Good luck with the job hunting. It can't be easy in the economic climate. And job hunting in person is a really good idea. I have a friend who is a nurse and she would often get work quite quickly by just being there in person.

Hi to Samcougar, Gigi1, Teagz and Beata and everyone else who is lurking but not posting.

AFM - another session of AP today. I think I ovulated on CD11, which is quite early but I am still hopeful. I'm using a fertility monitor so it gave me pre-warning of O day, so we managed to get some BDing in at the right times hopefully. Other than that, am feeling great and enjoying the extra energy that comes from exercising each day. I haven't lost a lot according to the scales, but I have lost 16.5cm in 3 weeks so I am pretty happy about that. Some of my pre-pg clothes actually fit me now, except in the bust which DH is pretty pleased with!

Anyway, must go. Take care all and lots of to everyone.
oxo

Unfortunately for you girls I find it hard to lurk and not flap my gums
Just wanted to say, I O on CD11, always. I have a 26 day cycle after Jayvan and, well, hasn't caused me any problems!! It's so good to hear that you're getting loads of energy and you're going great guns with keeping yourself fit and healthy! It must feel good

[Miss.B]

Hello Ladies,

I'm just popping in quicky to say hello to everyone as my home computer has a nasty virus and it locks on me all the time, so I'm doing a super quick post from work....

Gigi, I'm so sorry you have lost your precious daughter I understand your pain as I have lost a son, Joshua, at 21 weeks in Oct 08, and it does take time to heal. I found it very hard to want another baby without feeling the guilt of wanting another baby iykwim. I am currently pg with another litle boy, and I feel so blessed to have another opportunity, I thank God for that often.

Aries, I'm sorry sweetie, as always I'm always keeping my fingers crossed for you, you are long overdue for that wonderful BFP!!

Blessedatlast, hugs to you too hun , when that time comes around marking the angelversary of our angel/angels, it is very hard, but be gentle and kind to yourself as there will be a time when you will be able to give your angel boys a little brother or sister and it will be so very special x

Cheryl, fingers crossed for a BFP for you too hun!!! It's so good to hear that you're feeling positive and great as it's very important to feel this way while you're TTC. Good luck hun, I hope the positive attitude brings you many rewards x

Hi Teagz, Samcougar and anyone else lurking!

B xxx

[cmeglles]

Hi everyone- I just wanted to introduce myself. I had a late miscarriage about 3 week ago at 16 weeks--a little boy named Robert Christopher. Started with contractions---doctor doesn't think it was due to incompetent cervix, or anatomical irregularities, all the cultures came back negative--he said we could start ttc after new years. We are still waiting some pathology results--I dont have another apt til Jan 4th--I was wondering what tests people have had done. Seems like we had a pretty atypical case, but I want to avoid this happening again. Nice to meet you all. Good luck!