Dory, Thanks hun. Doing ok. Went for bloods today and feeling not bad. I think the first few days of treatment were at the worst i have been but it will take time I am told. So must be patient. Doing well though. Will make appontment to see gp next week and talk about helping my anxiety issue that has popped it head.

Cmegles, You smart little cookie. How cool! I am totally impressed and in awe. I am sure i will have questions at some point. Like once these things have become dormant.... (CMV EBV and Lymes) will my pregnancies be safe? It is quite scarey. I am a pretty healthy chick so to have caught this stuff is pretty scarey for me. There is also that chance i guess that i could have been born with virus sleeping in my system and it has activated now under stress. No one can really explain this side of it. At this point, no antibiotics unless i can't kick this alternatively. I am giving it 5 weeks to see a difference...then off to the doc for drugs. So NO iv etc....thank god. I nearly flipped today having bloods taken. I have a huge ouchy bruise too. I am always so anxious that they need to have a dig around to find my vein. Nice...blaaaaa gives me the heeby geebies. The last bloods i had taken were going through losing DD. It is funny, since then, all the things that once made me a nervous, now make me considerably more nervous.
Well done you to get the news about graduating. Don't get too busy!!
I know what you mean re something that was ok one minute can be heartbreaking the next. I do the same thing. Someitmes i am caught un awares. Right now, not thinking about it, I am making all the decoration stuff for my SIL's nursery. Did up three canvases last night, a new mobile cover and hangy things and a doona cover and pillow covers tonight. So she has a new look for the second baby. If i was to think about it, I would prabably be quite resentful and pi55ed that i was doing it. But i don't think any further than, she needs this to feel excited and happy. I am blabbing. xxxx

All great here guys. Sewing and making stuff. Long live the double sided, iron on adhesive stuff. It rocks my world. We have gone with an Owl them...foudn some great fabric at spotlight and making stuff to go with it all. Trying not to spend the earth but create a new look for her new baby. I think also she saw my other SIL's nursery ont he weekend adn got a bit jealous. So i got a hone call as soon as she got home....now i am sewing. I enjoy helping her. I never got to set up a nursery so this is a new one for me.
Talk soon
xoxox