Right...a quicky than back to making xmas gifts..

Kate- hun it is hard and especially at xmas time. You write beautifully and thank you for writing your poem in here. I am sure the women will all agree- it speaks to many of us and no doubt it will help more than one of us to read that atm. Thinking of you.xoxo

Suzie Q- Packing up is a big emotional thing for me. I try not to hoard but i do place a lot of importance and sentiment on certain things and especially after losing DD. So i can somewhat understand the experience you are having now. Man alive your cycle this month sounds confusing....but wierdly my cycle last month was quite similar...thought was implantation bleed, thought ov earlier...but it was later than i thought. Didn't see that until we were upon it. Fingers crossed for you hun for the next two months...i have a sneeking feeling you might not need that appointment.
Safe travels and hope you settle back here before you know it. xoxo

Tess, Lolly, Chez, Dory....Blessed (love to here from you hun.)
Thank you so much for asking after me and yes the concert was a blast. It was a lovely night out...i ust ooove live music.

Chez- glad all is going well hun. Look into Lysiene (sp) tablets...ask about and see it that can make a difference for the Candida without harming bub. I am not sure but i think it is fine for pg. xox

Lolly- Goodluck and will be thinking of you on the TWW hun...lets hope this is it!

Blessed- hope your angels had a lovely 2nd bday...can't believe it is that long already. Thinking of you and thanks for dropping by.

Dory- love...you are a beautiful soul. Thinking ofyou always. xoxo

Powelly- love...nice to see you in here. You are welcome in here anytime...you know that. So don't wait around somewhere else if you are not getting the support hun. I am so sorry you hit a wall with the 'coping factor'! God i had a freak out for a moment on the first pg so i can only imagine what it might be like now you have experienced such heartache. It makes my heart sweel that you are so happy to be pregnant. I am just so sorry you have been lumped with such ordinary symptoms. You deserve a plain sailing one!!
I will fill you in a bit more on me below. I hope you are 'feeling' more like a whale anytime soon...but hun, in this heat lets keep that under wraps. My god it is so hot up here. Or should i say humid....sooo humid. Come in here anytime..ANYTIME.

AFM- Well it has been a bit of a dark and stormy month for me. I have hit a bit of a bottom in that horrid pit again and on my way back up to civilisation again now...i hope. I am getting trapped in the xmas hoohar and have successfully spent more than we can afford...Not my plan. I do love buying for people. I have had to face a few little demons this month and the old conversation on when we should give this dream up has hit our lips once more. We are too busy right now to get too deep into it and this month seems like a dud. I can be pretty sure i have not ovulated this month and with the here, there bding I am pretty sure we are not pg this month.

I will post more when i can but i have a few deadlines i need to meet with gifts...and I have overdone one of them for the kids- now i have to even them all up a bit. Ha...but got to be fair!

Thinking of you all and thank you for thinking of me. I have missed everyone on the previous page and I promise with all my heart i will catch up again soon.
xoxoxo
Oh please bring us a baby in the new year.
p.s. going to an adoption info evening in feb. We have rulled this out twice before 8-9 and 4-5 years ago but we thought we would give it one last ditch effort....maybe just maybe someone is giving a baby away...and maybe just maybe the waiting lists are not what they used to be. xoxoox