Gigi, i thought about you alot last night in bed, you really are amazing.
I've posted my birth story in the birth story section of the forum, thank you for giving me the strength to do it. i honestly thought i never would. But so many BBer's followed our journey, it feels right to do it now

DF went to the cemetry yesterday to visit Jack and he had an experience.
At his funeral us and our family members released 12 individual monarch butterflies. 1 stuck onto DD2's dress for about 20 mins, then flew onto DD1's arm, then onto my head, then onto the flowers next to his grave. From that day i've seen more monarch butterflies than i care to count. But DF has always just laughed at us when we mention it.
But yesterday he said he was standing there and got very emotional, and at that point a monarch butterfly flew past him and settled on Jakcs grave, as if to tell him its ok. NOW he believes that Jack does come to check on us in butterfly form.

I'm nearly 5 weeks post baby, i havent bled in about a week, but i'm starting to get crampy, hopefully AF isnt too far away!