Just popping my head in, I really dont feel I have alot to add atm.

Af has returned; right on time too even though the FS said it could take awhile after the m/c. Had to come on the day I work (Im a swim teacher). So its going to be a fun shift.

We go back to see Dr Sacks tomorrow. I have this irrational fear that he is going to tell us losing all these pregnancies has just been pure bad luck and there is nothing he can do for us. Ive already decided that we wont be TTC again anytime soon if thats the case, I just dont think I could deal with anymore miscarriages right now. I think its likely we'll settle for 3 happy kids and leave it at that. I just feel pushing our luck will end up with even worse consequences, like a later loss than what we've already had. Silly I know but its at the back of my mind. My heart is broken enough from the miscarriages, I am endlessly amazed at all your courage and strength and determination girls dealing with TTC after late losses (and I mean that in the most respectful way!)

Skybie, Ive been following your story since we heard of little Jack's arrival here. I cant say anthing to make it better so I wont, will just send you lots of .