Tash- Argh...i needed a year longer to deal with centrelink at the time. Man that was hard. Good on you for braving it. So hard to deal with when you are just a number, not their fault and I am sure you are right, they wouldn't get too many dead baby parents...
I love jasmine too...hope to open the door to the courtyard and smell a beautiful aroma...one day soon.
I hope you get to one day soon take home your bub love, i really do. That is good for the ob to work with your IM..nice. Best of both worlds and hopefully they will mesh nicely togehter to give you the complete care you need. Your accupuncturist...sound on the money....saying 'not to worry. Love the calmness that can give you as we can sometimes (well i do) run with the thoughts in our head which can take us so far from reality at times.
You are sounding a little better for now hun, hope you are doing ok anyway. xoxo

Dores- Oh babe, I am so sorry it has been tough. No you should not apologise in my opinion. Adult relationships require people taking responsibility for their own actions and meeting people half way. I don't think you have done anything to apologise for. That is not on love. I am sure your Nan was a star, but a different lifetime and different way of dealing with things. We have had many a revolution since then. In my opinion that is being a bully to say such things. It is not right to push your opinions on someone to make them feel manipulated and vulnerable...especially on such an important subject as your children. And to compare you to your Nan, that is just cheeky and really inapropriate. Makes me a bit cranky really! I am sorry you have had to deal with this love...and I am more sorry i have not checked on you. I have been wallowing in my own rubbish lately. Not a very good friend... I do think of you and I am looking forward to catching up soon. xoxoxoox Sending you a huge hug love and see you soon. xoxo

AFM- I believe i just ov'd in the car on my way home..LOL! CD12 (so a little early) and sharp twang of a feeling as it sometimes is. Not a lot of prep has been made but we will certainly have given it our best shot this month. Anyway, EWM on the go and skin is doing ok.

Go to go and get ready for yoga...then a night in sewing. I have big red velvet/valour xmas sacks to do for each of the boys and then 2 more super hero capes, the earlier one was a hit. The eldest has asked me so nicely...how could i refuse. xoxo
Got to go and watch my baby gates on ebay ...i hope i win them for a steal!

HM xooxox