Dory!!!!! I am super excited for you, congratulations Hun!!!

Hello ladies, I am still lurking in here as u can see. Afm: anxiety has kicked in but I think I am doing reasonably well keeping it under control. 1 meltdown in 30 weeks is ok isn't it??? I am trying to stay out of stressful situations as they tend to get my anxiety in over drive. And I am so sick of telling me everything is "normal" nothing is normal for me, I understand people are trying to make me stress less, but it is annoying and I don't know how to say stop it!

The fact that I feel bubs isn't as reassuring as one might guess, I felt Matthew move and wriggle right through labor. My thoughts on the c section and my own mortality is a weird one.... But these things are to be as expected yes??? Haha I can only trust people who have experienced loss and carry that weight around to "get it"

Anyway I hope all of you are loving and taking care of yourselves this coming Christmas. Thinking of you all and you are all in my heart.