Hi everyone...have been off line for a fair while now...been to the bottom of that deep dark place I know you all know about...but have found so much strength in reading this thread. Christmas was tricky as it was our first with 'the first grandchild' provided by my brother for my overly delighted parents...it really sucked...but we got through it and now we have some time to ourselves to prepare for our pending due date...8th January our precious one should have been entering the world...so instead we are moving house? Weird how things work out hey? Hope everyone's doing ok xxx