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Hi Barbara. How did the conference go today? It is really hard having all these hurdles to jump. Just as you think you are having a good day, you then see a baby item that you had intended to buy etc, and that can cause so much heartache. I hope you got through the day and that people were kind to you.
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barbara - i really hope that your conference went well also and that there were some parts of it that helped get you through the bad ones. We have a work meeting coming up next month so will be in a similar postion. we had a big meeting a week before jack died and everyone was so excited so will hard to have to "explain" again to people more so that i work with.
I had a reg customer some in today and she had been going through a bit of post natal after the really recent birth of her little boy so had'nt seen her for awhile. the last time i saw her was 2 days before she was due and i was 13 weeks preg. and she to was so excited and said she had been thinking about me / about my pregnancy and so came in today to show me her son and to see how i was. I practically stuttered over the words that i lost him and she stood there with tears down her face so then the tears that had welled up for me started too. But unlike most people she asked about him, how big was he, what was his name, did i get to hold him. She said she would say prayers for me and it was such a wonderful thing for me to finally feel as though someone really wanted to know who he was. She said she will make an effort to come in regularly again to check up on me and make sure i was ok. Truly wonderful!!!!but then of course she left and i went out back for a big sook. i was hurt but happy to have someone really acknowledge him. So it seems people will still keep coming up that i have'nt had a chance to tell yet which will keep it all in my face even more right now. And i am STILL having slight spotting...
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